ice boy's space

why always misunderstand me?
cant u be imcomplicated?
sometimes i don know wat is in ur mind...why always has other thoughts before making the things clear?
i know u are good..thx and i appreciate wat u had done
i know u live in ur world and vry happily..maybe..
but pls dont ever tied me up...i dislike ppl to take away my freedom..i like wat i wish to do
u talk a lot yet sometimes is bull shitting to me...
i wanted to have a nice and wonderful trip..but ur appearance is like mother f*cker to me
maybe u still dont know wat is going on....
u can always put me down or look me down and having impression tat i m tat sucking guys
i dont wana give any reasons or excuses as my expression at here is not really good enough..
if u wan any feedback juz hit me up personally..AFTER FEW MONTHS
i dont want to hate anyone including u
so i still can put a smile on my face when i meet u
but juz get away from me now...GO AWAY!!

never talk dosent means dont like to talk
being silence nvr mean i m not enjoy at all

if my words can save and piece the world, y dont i juz shut up?
yeah..i had received many bad comments about myself.
some i have to admit is my fault, some i have my reasons

sorry for the chaos and hates i had brought..
but dont ever isolate me from the world..
i dont like to be alone.
i like the ppl yet hate the ppl..i like freedom...
i will change..promise..to give me some time

”人，不是被事情困扰，而是被他们看待事情的观点所困扰“
（希腊哲学家，Epictetus）

i wont go for the way
i will go to that way, nobody has touched before...

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today's morning..
while i opened my gate prepared to campus
i saw my opposite neighbour, uncle was preparing to bring his son to kindergarden
i turned my head and smiled with him..and he smiled in return as greeting

while i was riding out from carpark..i saw my neighbour, she was one of my childhood
we both smiled when b4 i passed her by

a few meters after her, i saw the couple, ahgal and her bf...
we had not enough time to talk...so juz said hi and bye
and we smiled the moment we met

i juz realise tat a simple smile can make my day so fresh..
anyway i was a little too tired due to late bed time yesterday..

SMILE k ^^

y i so sucks?
y i cant make it my own?
make it to ppl?
y i cant juz be brave enough?

sigh....
no1 understand me....doesnt mean i m hard to be understood
myself dont even give me the chance?


sad..i can only cry in my heart..
when everything goes wrong

T.T